There once was a time when my heart was true, when my mind was fresh, and the world was new. But now a sickness has invaded my soul, has taken my heart and exacted it’s toll. The darkness i feel is total and great. And I am filled with contempt, loathing, and hate. I have tried to look, i have tried to see. But no one it seems, is looking at me. I am so sad, so tired, so lonely. I sit, and i weep, and i dream… if only.